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25 December 2020

On a walk yesterday I got a solid view on how my heart is now: protected by coils and secured by straps, completely and nakedly exposed to all elements, landing, floating, incoming from above. I’m hoping this period of extreme fear and anxiety lays the groundwork for a more radical, determined opening, a font of delicate, genuine expressions of love and thankfulness for the chance to try. Try to say it, show it, try to stay attentive and highly sensitive. That’s my hope once we survive covidtimes.